Mourning into Dancing

"You have turned my mourning into dancing; you have loosed my sackcloth and clothed me with gladness. That my glory may sing Your praises and not be silent. O Lord my God, I will give thanks to you forever." 

Psalm 30:12

 

We have all gone through hard times and some of us have even gone through experiences that have challenged our walk with God.  Whatever the case, these pivotal points in our life has shaped and molded us into who we are today.

So far, many altering events occurred in my life and let me tell you, adjusting to them hasn't been easy, especially when my cousin, Logan, passed away.  I've grown to learn that in moments of sorrow I need to fight for the strength to keep me moving forward.  Every day is a milestone and every day is a chance for me to grow closer to God.  I find myself bringing my heart to the Lord on my knees and truth be told, He NEVER fails to pick me up and carry me through this battle. He even uses other people to comfort me and speak words of wisdom into my heart and for that I am grateful. I am most grateful for my family, for always showing love and light even in the darkest times to each other. It is in these moments with my family that I feel the strength of His love and compassion. From the laughter when we tell stories to the gifts and hugs we receive.  To the faithfulness, kindness and goodness each one embodies, our mourning becomes dancing.

Even though there have been many times we wish my cuz could be here, a part of us will always be missing.  But I believe, wholeheartedly, our Logan is always with us, wanting us to keep on dancing. Have you ever been there?  So full of His love and mercy you feel like dancing?  It truly is an amazing feeling.  He covers me in gladness.  Even in the darkest times, God's hand is overshadowing my family and I.

So, I challenge you, through good times and bad to worship Him.  Worship Him with all that you have and all that you are.  Dance with joy and do not be silent.